pms

i'm in a horrible, horrible mood. which im going to blame entirely on hormones, and cold showers, and the destruction of 50 euro notes. today was a shite day, and it was snowing, and for me to be having a shite day on the same day as its snowing is quite an achievement. in all honesty the idea of being able to talk to ant at the end of it was pretty much the main thing that kept me ticking over this afternoon. he's really great =] we even have the same favourie dessert! and it will become uncomplicated in time and then it will be fabulous, but in the meantime we just have to wait and see what happens. that kids are all fabulous, J is having a funny five minutes and not listening to a thing anyone says and im finding it really difficult to handle..the babies are also being amazingly cheeky and their understanding and speech is really coming on, its amazing. its also fabulous to be able to know what they are talking about, for example M can say sausage, but i doubt if he said it to anyone that isn't in the house they would have no idea what he was talking about. it is truely amazing to be a part of that.