I cant sleep, function or eat when im not with someone.
None of the above are actually true, because as it happens i rather like to be alone. Today i got a nikon d5000 it's a very nifty little piece of kit and i hope i can get some truely wonderful shots with it. This evening im exhausted, the plan is to go to london tommorow. But i really dont want to and wish we didnt have to. I just want a break. Really this week hasn't been a break, so maybe i will book a last minute flight to somewhere hot at some point and just go lie in the sun for a couple of days without feeling the need to do anything. This trip has left me feeling a bit too happy and comfortable being at home again. I think its becuase everyone is home from uni and so its just like summer all over again. Yesterday i ran out of underwear apart from my little black bag of party pants. Which contains a few...not really there pieces of underwear for underneath dresses and things. So i had to make a life changing decision. Commando vs. Thong. It was truely one of the most unpleasant decisions ive had to make in a good while. In the end i went thong becuase it was better than having nothing on at all. It was surprisingly not nearly as bad as i'd anticipated, but i also have no desire to do it again in the near future. Im very tired and should go say goodnight to ayla but am a bit too lazy to get out of bed. My eyes are literally dropping. I love this space because it gives me time to have a good ramble mainly to myself.very very close to dozing off so im going to stop there. Saw laura and jade this evening. Bumped into peter and also went for dinner with jenn rhiannon and caroline. Its very icy on the roads tonight so went the whole of about 30 mph the whole way home. Went to tesco to buy an indian for dinner. Bought 11 pounds worth of bonjella because there is no dentinox. Found a sleepsuit. End of today.
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