so today was my mommys birthday, and we did some girly shopping and then went to the ostsee therme, which is like... a giant sauna complex with some pools and jacuzzis, but mainly just saunas. however in germany/most european countries, people do this naked, and in most places it is actually compulsorary to be naked. now personally..not game for getting naked and prancing around but i figured i could manage it in a towel, which seemed to be quite acceptable..and once i had gotten over the fact that everyone was naked (oh yes, my first exposure to any kind of naked men)(yes i know im naive)it was actually quite pleasant and i had this kind of glowy feeling going on, and it was just nice, and i would definately go back again.
we then went out for dinner at the remise, which was really lovely. im trying to be good, so that i look fabulous in the worlds most amaing black dress that i possess, becuase i have quite a few, but in my opinion this one is perhaps even better than my ballgown, but i could do with losing a couple of pounds to make it look even more spectacular. so i had a salad and chicken strips, mum had pasta with gorgonzola sauce, and julie had a rump steak, which was secretly what i wanted, but im trying to use a bit of willpower, just until the new year. this does however mean that i am going to have to be quite controlled over christmas, which i suppose is ok...
i need to get my arse into gear on the christmas presents front, but i have made a little bit of a start over the last couple of days.
today i am filled with this kind of hunger...not like food hunger, like i just am feeling really inspired and ..i dont know. i feel a little bit like, im beginning to settle into my skin, and realise that you dont have to be a size 8 or 10 to be radiant. i went out this evening, and wore heels, AND lipstick, and i didnt feel the slightest bit seld concious, in fact i felt fantastic, i think im a bit at peace with me. which is nice..
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