Tonight for the first time in a couple of days I felt at peace a little bit, I kind of felt that I was in touch with "me", and took everything around me in a bit more than I have been doing recently.
Before I came I took real pleasure in the very little things like the fact that the grass was green and they sky was blue (or in this case grey) but the last couple of weeks i've not been feeling it, which is sad, becuase I think its part of who I am.
I genuinely haven't had the time to update this in the last week, and when i've had time off i've taken to going swimming. except for at the moment becuase my brother is here, so we''ve gone out almost every night. tonight we went out with ayla, aylas sister and aylas sisters boyfriend to an italian restaurant and then to the cinema to see a film called manner hertz (mens hearts) which was quite good.
yesterday we went to macdonalds, and the day before we had a mexican.
i cant really remember much of what happened last week when i was busy not updating this...oh well =] i shall try and keep more ontop of it in the meantime.
the babies have all had nasty colds, and are all a bit blah, j too but he's back to his normal three year old self.
now i dont dare leave my computer becuase my brother will have it, which is a pain in the arse becuase i want to put my pyajamas on, so i have several options 1) i take the laptop with me to the bathroom 2) i go get changed in the corner somewhere so he cant take it 3) i pass out in bed with my clothes on....
im not sure i like any of those options very much.
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